Do u truly have faith?

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YES I DO,AT THE SAME TIME.

Have you ever been in pain, physically or mentally? Then got on your knees in despair crying out to God for help? Look at the condition Job was in. Poor man was delivered up to Satan so satan could play with him. Job's friends family, everyone, turned against him. We all are familiar with his sickness, how about his despair? He felt God was unfair to him. He accused God of being merciless  and not caring about the innocent among us. Wow! Have you ever done that? Well yes I have! Just don't understand why I am so sick. Why I am in wretched pain, yet I must suffer as I try desparetly to survive. Attackers from all sides. Financial, physical, spiritual, from the religious side as well. God seems to hear and meet my needs accept the physical pain becomes more and more intense. Job cried out for a mediator between him and a merciless God. Wow! Oh Jesus. Job had not met Jesus....but one day he would. Job cries out in despair for God to hide him in the grave, until all his suffering was over. I have done the same. When things get this bad, all the quitters in your life matter not at all. Despair? I know a little about that. But...I cling to Jesus. Like Job, I know my redeemer liveth. Jobs friends believed that Job was suffering so bad because he must have been a dreadful sinner. Job knew better than that...yet he questioned God's motive. Sometimes I do as well. Study the book of Job and see for yourself. As I try to sleep with my pain, I will both question and praise my God...at the same time. God bless you all, and goodnight.