Hold on to your faith, and forgive

Good evening. It has been a while.Tonight i suffer. Today was a good day, but tonight i suffer. I suffer
alone...know one is with me. My pain is overwhelming. It feels like my skin has been scraped. Im waiting for my pain meds to kick in. I write because i must. I feel as if i have been abandoned. And i have been. My thoughts on that are not of a complaining nature. But as an observer. Why?....well because i am for sure not the only person ever left in this position.
What keeps me going ? IT'S the lord.
I write these words thinking on the words of David. Psalm 13.
A plea for deliverance.
Here it is. How long Lord?
Will you forget me forever?
How long will you hide your face
from me?
How long will i store up anxious
concerns within me, agony in my
mind every day? How long will
my enemy dominate me? Consider me and answer,Lord my God.
Restore brightness to my eyes;
otherwise, i will sleep in death.
My enemy will say" I have triumphed
over him." and my foes will rejoice
because i am shaken.
But i have trusted in your faithful
love; my heart will rejoice in your
deliverance. I will sing to the Lord because he has treated me generously.
This my friends is why i continue
to blog, and live stream on f/b. You see ....i am not alone because my generous full of grace Lord and master is with me. I have dear friends who are bearing their crosses
that i must encourage and pray for.
So tonight i pray for my friends. Hang on, endure unto the end. For those who read this and do not understand, i pray God saves you so you will understand.  I love all of your souls.
If i could take your pain away i would. Jesus is coming soon, morning or night, or noon. So continue to pray, study God's word, (the Bible) hold on to your faith. And forgive.