testing.

To be humble!

Luke chapter 18
Beginning with verse 13.
The tax collectors sense of unworthiness, standing before God.....He could not even look up, raise his head or face
towards heaven. He was so humbled. Wow. Everyday, through so much physical,and emotional pain...i am so humbled toward my God. At this point, so close to the end, the end of my life here, the unfortunate end to other things in my life...all my trust falls on, and in Christ. I know from reading the words of Christ here in the book of Luke, that this kind of humility is the only thing God
accepts. You see, God exalts the humble, but those that exalt themselves He humbles.
If you are sinning against the will of God.....beware. Im looking forward to death, OR the eminent return of Christ.
Explain then how you decided your ambitions were your real love in life, and not your marriage. Marriage was the first institution God created.
Fort this reason i will say i have been forever humbled.
I will forever be indebted
to Christ for forgiving me...the wretched sinner i am. I leave you with this, Luke 18: 14.
Gods speed.

One word from God.

I wish to remind all believers in Christ of the fact that it only takes one word from God...after He has become your Lord, to bring order
to your life. He brings the full weight of His power to YOUR
LIFE. Study Genesis chapter
One. Just one word. So be very careful what you pray for. Why? Because you may get it?
NO....Because you should only ask for what is Gods will....and yours. You need to be in a agreement with God. He loves that. Amen.

Hold on to your faith, and forgive

Good evening. It has been a while.Tonight i suffer. Today was a good day, but tonight i suffer. I suffer
alone...know one is with me. My pain is overwhelming. It feels like my skin has been scraped. Im waiting for my pain meds to kick in. I write because i must. I feel as if i have been abandoned. And i have been. My thoughts on that are not of a complaining nature. But as an observer. Why?....well because i am for sure not the only person ever left in this position.
What keeps me going ? IT'S the lord.
I write these words thinking on the words of David. Psalm 13.
A plea for deliverance.
Here it is. How long Lord?
Will you forget me forever?
How long will you hide your face
from me?
How long will i store up anxious
concerns within me, agony in my
mind every day? How long will
my enemy dominate me? Consider me and answer,Lord my God.
Restore brightness to my eyes;
otherwise, i will sleep in death.
My enemy will say" I have triumphed
over him." and my foes will rejoice
because i am shaken.
But i have trusted in your faithful
love; my heart will rejoice in your
deliverance. I will sing to the Lord because he has treated me generously.
This my friends is why i continue
to blog, and live stream on f/b. You see ....i am not alone because my generous full of grace Lord and master is with me. I have dear friends who are bearing their crosses
that i must encourage and pray for.
So tonight i pray for my friends. Hang on, endure unto the end. For those who read this and do not understand, i pray God saves you so you will understand.  I love all of your souls.
If i could take your pain away i would. Jesus is coming soon, morning or night, or noon. So continue to pray, study God's word, (the Bible) hold on to your faith. And forgive.

AND I AM NOT.

Today I spoke of Genesis chapter one, the first 5 verses. Tonight just a reminder of why its necessary  to follow the apostle Paul's exhortation about the Christian marriage and home.Here it is. Wives submit,to your own husband, as is fitting in the Lord.In other words God loves this.
Husbands,love your wives and do not be bitter toward them. And I am not.

Children,obey your parents in all things, for this is well pleasing to the Lord. And Fathers , do not provoke your children ,lest they become discouraged. Read the rest of colossians chapter 3 beginning with
Verse 18....thru...25. This is all concerning the Christian home. It's good stuff. You may aught to read chapter 4 as well. You see I am  in chains myself, in chains  to Christ Jesus. God bless you and watch my devotion on my FB page. Night.

Come Lord Jesus, come!

But take heed to yourselves,lest your hearts be weighed down with carousing, drunkenness, and cares
of this life,and that Day come on you unexpectedly. [ Luke 21: 34]
Verse 35. "For it will come as a snare on all those who dwell on the face of the whole earth.
Now these words were spoken by our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ. The one Judge of us all in the end time.
His warning is to watch. Look at verse 36.
"Watch therefore, and pray always that you may be counted worthy to escape all these things that will come to pass ,and to stand before the Son of Man"
My friends, the end seems near, and yet many have backslide, and many still refuse to repent. They believe in man, themselves,and they never regard God. That is scary. Many I know, and some in my family still do not believe and follow Christ the Son of God. This is My Lord speaking.
Jesus is coming soon, morning night or noon. Many will meet their doom.

False Witness.

The Bible says a false witness
Will perish. Then goes out and
Deliberately perjures himself. Then
the man who listens to the false
witness carefully, answers honestly
and gives testimony that can never
be shaken. PROVERBS 21:28.
Events of false witness, do not last
forever. Yet they can unleash worlds
of hurt on someones life. It can take years for people to see the truth. That's why never STRIKE back. Gets u nowhere. Say what you must, but not in unrighteous anger. (There is a righteous anger) use that if you must.
You see, we cannot outwit God in wisdom,understanding,or strategy.
If we truly have love deep in our heart for special people in our lives...
then get by yourself Express your anger to God, (vent) then seek his wisdom in the matter. There...will be
....your answer. Remember time is in Gods control. God weighs the heart of mankind. Pray for me, as I seek Gods wisdom while moving forward. At this point, I must dismantle my entire life it seems. God bless.