WE MUST DESPISE OURSELVES???

When the Prophet,came into the presence of God, (ISAIAH)...He said woe is me.For i am lost,for i am a man of unclean lips,and i dwell in the midst of a people of unclean lips ,for my eyes have seen the King,the Lord of host. Isaiah chapter 6:verse 5.Job also had said That he had heard with his ears,but now my eyes see you.He then despises himself and repented in dust and ashes.Job 42:5-6.The point to all this is,the more sanctified we become,the closer to the Lord we get,the more we see as Christ sees.Even as i write,i see where some may think i believe i am self righteous.No,exactly the opposite.I pray God will continue to draw me towards him,and his righteousness.My prayer: Heavenly Father,i am a sad state of affairs,and without you....i could never be sanctified.AMEN.