SADNESS.... BUT I FORGIVE BECAUSE I LOVE.

I love my own family. but i am sure im not received well by some of them im sure its because im not mushy enough or gentle enough,or some enough.Well ive seen some of my love ones do this exact thing to other family members years ago. One in particular who loved the Lord emmensely.But just as with me....its very obvious we are not good enough to hang with.That man was the man that led me to the Lord JESUS CHRIST.And now many many years later i have a situation like that. I forgive them. Ya know people love to say apologies. I hate them. Id rather show forgiveness.Thats the greatest opology i know. You just love them and move on with them and show what an apology really is.But when they want clearly are embarrassed by me,then i can't do that. So i will ask them for forgiveness and do what verse 14 of chapter 10 in the book of Matthew said. It was Jesus talking.(my redeemer)'AND WHOSOEVER SHALL NOT RECEIVE YOU,NOR HEAR YOUR WORDS,WHEN YOU DEPART OUT OF THAT HOUSE OR CITY,SHAKE OFF THE DUST OF YOUR FEET. I will just forgive from here. Many have offered advice to me over the years,but not Godly advice.Many have not understood my stance on these kinda things.But i know my own heart on these matters.I have a very strong confession to make.I love my Lord more than any person on this earth....including my family.If it offends people.....Jesus said it would.I am learning that lesson in my last days. Wished i had followed the Lords advice sooner.I am not in a popularity contest. As i said i love all my family and friends. But if my stronger than usual Faith in Christ is offensive,then so be it.He owns my soul. I fear nothing,but The Lord God Almighty.I am sure millions are or have been in this postion. I pray you will be strong and of good courage.Continue to love ur enemies,even if they are members of your own household.God bless Footnote: SEEST THOU A MAN WISE IN HIS OWN DECEIT? THERE IS MORE HOPE OF A FOOL THAN HIM.(PROVERBS CHAPTER 26:VERSE 12. )Remember no opologies...just truly forgive.) fYI: THE MAN THAT LED ME TO THE LORD MENTIONED ABOVE,WAS ALSO TREATED AS I HAVE BEEN TREATED.Just to clarify.