I live in the past?

Good late evening friends.

I wish I didn't feel the need to share some personal feelings in my blog, but I feel I need to. Okay here it is.

I make it clear how I feel about marriage. I know that I live in a Gentile culture. I have had my share of love in my past. I never ever felt passionate about the institution of marriage.  Since the past 5 years of getting much closer to the Lord...studying God's Word, teaching it etc, I also began very quickly to appreciate my wife. I know I have shared this commitment with her several times, and I'm glad I did. 

I also admit that I feel in my heart very close to her. There is an age difference somewhat,but it does not affect my love. I feel it could hinder her commitment.  Thats a shame.

I do not regret marrying her. Dating her was tuff...lol....but I was glad I had her as long as I did. I am afraid now ,it's coming to a close. If I may ask, my Christian friends ...please pray for my marriage, it's what I want. I cannot imagine my life without her in it. This is her choice. I forgive her for everything including this. I pray she will forgive me. I love you girl. Always and forever. We were a family and let's not throw it away. Pray for her,she works hard and she has a good heart. She just doesn't want this old man any longer.

Remember...u can't make someone

Feel what they don't.  My faith in Christ has grown stronger. Remember God created, marriage before the church. I believe in it. Goodnight and God bless.