SO WE MUDDLE.

As you know not what is the way of the wind,or how the spirit comes to the bones in the womb of a pregnant women,even so you know not the work of God,who does all. Ecclesiastes chapter 11 verse 5. I saw my wife today, first time in a month. I must say she had a glow about her, even though she was surely troubled by my appearance. She shined as if she were a spring flower in a large field of blowing grass. It was great to see her.
Yet i wrestle with my Lord, over the true women inside her. Believer or not, born again or not. All i can say is it would kill me if i never saw her again. Then I say,(when i arrived home) after A short nap. Quote....i must get with God, AND the spirit leads me to this book of Ecclesiastes. And what do I learn?
I learn that we muddle through life since we do not know everything,with what knowledge we do have.We do not understand the movements of the wind, nor how bones and spirit are formed in the womb of a pregnant women.Neither do we understand what God does or why he does it. There could be many things,productive during a day we could lend our hands to. Maybe a few will prosper, maybe all. Spreading the word of God is successful, yet some methods are more fruitful than others. I believe the word is telling me i must press on early in the morning, and late in the evening. I feel from experience, that only service to God is the service in life i have to do at this time in my life and i can carry it successfully to my end. As i do this i will think on my little flower in the green field , and continue to love her, ask God to protect her from evil, and put a smile on her face. Ya see...what i am saying is i would love her to be in Gods glory with me some day. Think about someone you want to make it to heaven with you. We have not much way to know for sure , but we must pray for it hard. Never cease. We are not as smart as we sometimes think. I pray this makes sence to u.Amen.