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Good early morning again. When God calls He calls.Today it's psalm 17. An awesome prayer of David. I wish to start by mentioning one of the things David said to the Lord. I believe there are many out there reading this that have found themselves in the same position and maybe they did the opposite. I pray not. Vengeance has to be God's.  Listen to this. David told the Lord" My footsteps haven't sliped. I haven't resorted to violence against my enemies when i had plenty of chance to do so.You find this in verses 4 and 5.
Chapter 17:1 David said Lord,Hear the right,my righteous cause,hear my shrill ,piercing cry! Give ear to my prayer,that comes from unfeigned and guiltless lips. This i can say i have done,in my ever praying day to day walk. I've never before been able to say this to God from the position i am in.I realize my fight is with principalities and Power, far above my head, yet it seems they swirl all about me during my day. They're waiting and watching to see what I might do. They have done this after accusing me before the Father and his throne daily. Just as the Bible teaches. I'm confident God knows my every thought, knows what i will do before i do it, yet he wants me to Trust Him. And i am working on that thru my grief. So in verse 2 i as David ..
Move along."Let my sentence of vindication come from you!!! May Your eyes behold the things that that are just and upright. I have had many times in my walk with with God, had to ask for this very thing...and He delivered.Read verse 3. He has proved my heart He has visited me in the night,He has tried me and foumd nothing[ no evil purpose in me] I have purposed that my mouth shall not transgress. And of course verses 4 and 5 i mentioned in the beginning. People, this is why i am up this early. I wrestle with my God, over so many issues. With utmost respect for His power,and Holiness. I will continue until i win. But realizing He (God) always has my best at heart.
After all, He gave his utmost for my highest.  Meaning i show my respect to Him by regarding Him all the day long. He is full of mercy and grace towards me. Many times our battles in life, are chances for a mighty move of God. So i am battling on with my Lord, as Satan has dug in to watch. Who will win? The Lord?  Me? Watch while God snatches victory from the jaws of defeat. He hears my prayers, my request, and thru it all, i am learning to trust in Jesus I've learned to trust in God. As a pastor told me last week, something very profound, if God has allowed me to do battle with Him, then all is not lost because he's not through with me. If He were I would not be able to write this to you. I must say I've heard that many times before in very critical situations. Now it has a more deeper meaning. I sit here every day waiting for him to come, or to take me yet He hasn't. He must be having fun with me. Do you think? I just chuckled a little just now visualizing God chuckling at me as He knows my frame. Minutes turn into hours hours into to days, days in to weeks, weeks into months. I am still here grasping every minute of every day seizing it and the opportunities for prayer. I love you Lord I respect you Lord you are every fiber of my being. You are the reason for me to exist. A vessel to be used in whatever way you Deem necessary. You know without you in my life nothing is possible. If we are able to continue together, you alone will have to be faithful. Faithful to you're calling of me. Amen